June has been a storm of emotions and states. Joy, Excitement, Insecurity, Fear, Worry, Extreme Fatigue, Relief, Satisfaction, Optimism, Enthusiasm, Pride, Frustration, Discomfort, Delight, Shock, Fun.
Each of my many personal and professional projects was incredibly exciting on its own. Yet, as things piled up, they lost their initial flavor, becoming a long list of “must-do” items that filled my days. This flavor turned bitter when, on top of an already weak shoulder, I had a small hiking accident and, cherry on the cake, contracted Lyme disease at the same time. Nothing to worry about now—I’m all good now!
However, the exhaustion was real, and despite knowing the pace was not sustainable, it took me over a week to allow myself to pause, slow down, take care of myself. And transform the chaos into a more comfortable space, shifting from a “Doing” mode into a “Being” mode.
You see, I aspire to be a supportive mum, create a special cocoon for my family, maintain deep connections with my friends, step out of my comfort zone, add value, be brave, be authentic, be bold, be pro, be fit and healthy, be kind to myself, be strong, and vulnerable at the same time.
Reflecting on this turbulent month, I realize I have accomplished a lot. Many achievements, even though initially on a TO-DO list, have largely contributed to my TO-BE list. I found an apartment for Mayol as he continues his studies in Chambéry, helped him with his CV and interviews for a summer job, supported Jeanne during her exams, reconnected with friends and former colleagues, and connected with new people, amazing conversations! kicked-off a six- month program with a new client, and gently closed a two-year relationship with another one, reinvented my fitness routine since hiking and climbing are compromised, immersed myself into the vibes of Paris, created my garden office, booked our summer holidays, made room for last-minute discussions and opened up new perspectives and opportunities, while receiving a lot of support and warmth from the ones who matter.
I have accepted that life sometimes sucks. And that it does not mean YOU suck.
The deep work I have done over the years (and keep committing to) is paying off.
Even in stormy times, you are more capable, talented, resilient, patient, creative, [find yours!] than you think you are.
BE.
Love,
Delphine
#TheCourageofBeing
Photo– A big leap from the shock after my hiking accident between Le Suet and Le Mont Lachat de Thônes (immense gratitude to Dragon74 and the crew – “Plus de peur que de mal”, ouf!) to finding inner peace in my newly created garden office, gazing at the mountains and listening to the birds sing.